The Deer And Me

The Deer Has Always Been One Of My Allies.

From the time I can remember, my family always said I had 'Deerdar' as I would spot them on the sides of roads, tucked away in their forest homes, when no one else would have even noticed them.

I've always been able to detect and notice their presence, and in times when I really needed some extra support, love, and nurturing, they never failed to appear.

Deer shares with me energies of Grace and Stillness along with Quiet Communication and Ingrained Strength. I feel immediate comfort whenever I see them.

Not so long ago, I had my most magikal close-up encounter yet, but before I share that, let me tell you what led up to it. 

The first was one of my most powerful Frequency Code channelings to date.

It was the Frequency Code Self-Actualization.

It was another one that I felt behind on, as the initial due date that I mentioned I was trying for had passed weeks prior. With my little one attempting to acclimate to a new school year, and a new school altogether, after being away for a year and a half, things have been a struggle to keep in order, to say the least.

It was a relief to get to sit down and Know I was ready energetically and physically to anchor it in.

What's funny now is that as I type this, I can barely remember a single word of the spoken Messages that came through. As is often the case when I am in channel, I can't 100% recall what was brought through since it is not energies or messages my human mind is making up, but something else, more pure and more profound than I have stored in my current level of consciousness.

What I do remember, however, are the Feelings, the Activations, and specifically during this Frequency Code, the two clear-as-day, rapid-fire visions that came through in both of the silent periods that were honored in the transmission.

The first was where The Benevelont Ones created an energetic reality for us where we could Merge, See, and Be through the lens, the very eyes, of any given living being on this planet(and beyond, although much of what I saw was indeed earthly this time).

I was transported to the vision of a Mountain where it had settled and peered proudly and lovingly over the land before it, which it had agreed to guard, oh so many stories ago.

A millisecond later, and I am the Ocean Itself. Seeing and be-ing the water buoying to and fro and then experiencing the stiller, deeper hues of this massive form of intelligence.

Then I am the Shark. Then a Turtle. A Lion. A Human. Male. Female. Child. Old.

All so gorgeously different, unique, special, and loved. And yet, it was all the most familiar energy I have yet to experience.

I often talk about certain frequencies and energetic experiences, Feeling like Home.

There is really no other way to describe it. It's that best friend, kind-hearted grandma, pour yourself some tea, or gather around the bonfire type of energy we are blessed to come across.

And that is what being a 100 different Be-ings in a matter of two minutes or less felt like to me.

It Was All Home.

When I came out of that Silence, I was inexplicably in awe and my heart felt so full, and I of course continued being a vessel and voice for this Frequency Code, again the words I shared I cannot recall at this very moment, but then the second guided Silence was asked to come in.

This time, again, after only a couple of minutes, we were blessed to experience the reverse of before!

A witnessing took place. The other trillion life forms on this planet Saw US!

And just as an overwhelming sense of Divine Love and reverence poured out of my heart the first time, all eyes that turned towards us, that saw us, did so through the Lens of Love.

I Repeat. They saw us. They recognized us. Witnessed us.

All Because They Are Us.

This was the most mystical experience of Creator witnessing its Creation, Creation witnessing its Creator, and therefore Creator Witnessing Itself, ALL THROUGH OUR EYES, MIND, AND SOUL, I have yet to experience.

It was the most perfect frequency representation of Self-Actualization that I could ever have asked for.

What I was told in the transmission is that this particular gift and further activation of one's spiritual technology and light bodies was available to all, especially when working with such harmonic frequencies like the Frequency Codes. Even though what came forth was a vision brought in during silence, they specifically addressed that this was taking place for all who would be working with it or desired this.

Now, Back to The Deer.

I had another immensely powerful transmission pretty much right after Self-Actualization called Embodiment and the Field of Limitless Possibilities, but I will save the depth of that for another story. Once I had completed that session, I was brought into the energy of practically NEEDING to get out in the Sun.

Whether I have been working too hard or teetering towards an unconscious burnout/depression, I had rarely been making time to be outside those days, and so I knew that this pull was an internal spiritual calling and that healing and Light were waiting for me. I grabbed my camp chair, walked the 60 seconds over to the grassy glen at my complex, which thankfully no one else hardly used, and planted my chair tucked in around three friendly pines and a little maple trying its best to grow big and strong.

The Sun was Bright and strong as it was closing in at 5 o'clock. I took my Crocs off, smooshed my feet into the Earth a bit, took some obligatory Sun Rays and grounding photos, and then settled into my chair.

Eyes closed, hands up, I welcomed the warmth and the intensity of the Sun. I would watch as the Rays changed colors beneath my lids, always creating a surreal type landscape as the incoming energies moved to and fro, would play with peaking my eyes open ever so slightly so the Rainbow Rays could dance between my eyelashes and create magikal kaleidoscopes in my outer vision, which tend to mimic the rainbow rays we can catch on the Sun's beams these days.

After a bit of this, I settled even deeper, breathing deeply, eyes closed gently again while I allowed myself to be bathed in Love.

I can't remember why now, maybe a car passing, maybe it was my Deerdar, but this time when I opened my eyes, I also turned my head to the left, and right before me was a deer who had fresh grass dangling from her mouth.

We Saw Each Other.

She took a few moments to size up my energy, and I was just in love and awe again that day, to get to see my long-time friend so close by, who must have seen me sitting in the chair before I opened my eyes and saw her.

I took a few quick pics and a 9-second video before it dawned on me I could not care less about getting pictures of her and that I just wanted to Be With Her.

While my little glen is a tiny bit on the private level, there is still a parking lot immediately behind me, behind the great pines, and a road directly next to her, so she was still being cautious while wanting to continue to eat her lunch, but also wanting to feel me out, so I did what anyone would do(right?) I cooed at her like I would a baby.

Hello, pretty girl. I love you. You're so beautiful. Hi. I Love You.

And when she heard my voice, she started to calm AND walk towards me. For a split second I was taken aback, cause she is still a large animal and I want her to remain wild with a safe caution for humans, but moreso it was so lovely. She then heard something and gracefully took a few bounds down towards the woods, until she decided to stop again almost out of a need it seemed, and walk back up towards me!

I cooed at this beautiful, sentient being once more, and this is when I Remembered the Activation!

We locked eyes and in a split second I could see through her inky black orbs, and I knew in my Heart of Hearts that she could see through mine.

We Were Seeing Each Other Through Each Other's Hearts and Visions.

All it took was one moment for this magik to transpire.

A true merging and understanding of one another.

Unfortunately, right after this some children screamed playfully across the street at the very same time a car slowed down to look at her too, and she was officially alerted back to her primal senses and leaped away, and I got the joy of watching her bound off towards the small lot of woods, as another deer appeared out behind some other pines and jumped away with her.

I can still bring up this encounter as clear as day. I can see into her eyes and I can see what it is like to look out of her eyes, at me.

These are those moments. Some of the most mystical experiences will take place in a matter of seconds, and yet, they are the times when we know we are further changed and further awakened to the truth of it all.

They can come at anytime, but often we get these glimpses when we are actively doing our Work, and especially when we are going through harsher times in the everyday aspects of our lives.  

I pray you too experience and allow in many moments of Grace, Stillness, and Strength, no matter what it may be you're going through in the rest of your hours.

All the Love,

Meghan of the Rose 

&The School of Energetic Arts


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